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Obsession (Onhyun/Jongyu) / Monday, February 21, 2011 @ 5:59 PM
/BANG BANG! I keep hearing loud noises in my head but they never seem to go away, but when I'm with you I feel more calm but my head starts to ache, and the images never seem to go away... The images of you, laying peacefully on the floor./ ---------- "I love you Jinki." I tell you everyday and every night, but you would never say anything. When we are playing board games and it's your turn to go, you would never make any moves. We used to do everything together since we were best friends but ever since we moved here, to this new place, you have changed so much. Is it the color of the walls; is all the white bothering you? The loud neighbors? The small bed? What happened to you? Your happy smile is on your face but you never seem to talk to me about anything. /BANG BANG!/ You never told me what was wrong; all you would do is just smile that same smile from morning to night. Event though you're always by my side, there is still an emptiness in you that I still can't figure out. What is wrong? Are you still in love with Taemin? If it wasn't for him you probably would not be like this. It's like you're in a coma for the rest of your life. /BANG BANG! Where are these noises coming from? They keep coming back, and the images are becoming more and more vivid! You're covered in blood but you still have a smile on your face./ I wake up to see what is going on but nothing and nobody are around. Then I turn to face you. "Good morning Jinki." It's morning now, and you don't wake up until I carry you to the chair myself. You are smiling again even though I know you are really tired. The breakfast comes in but you don't touch your food so I try to feel you since you haven't eaten for days. But yet again, you refuse to eat up or even talk to me. "Jinki, you really need to eat." "Mr.Kim Jonghyun," a man says, "It's time for you medication. Are you talking to the photo again?" "What are you talking about? I'm talking to Jinki right now; he's not eating again." "Mr. Kim, you can't go on like this. He's not here anymore. Don't you remember? Him and his friend died; You shot..." "Stop saying that! He's right here next to me! Jinki, say something!" But there was no reply. I will never get a reply from you ever again...
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